A glimpse into what it's like to serve Me...
"I am still quite haunted by my experience on Friday. The roles I played in the hours before and after our session were in stark contrast to our time together. You were amazing. I appreciate that you create an environment that allows me to behave in a very primal and honest way that would not easily be possible a conventional relationship and is truthfully very selfish on my part. I treasure our time together and trust me it is not easy to re-enter the real world afterwards. You created some treasured memories yesterday. Thank you!"
"It was a roller coaster, there were some moments of bliss, some moments of pain and some moments of extreme frustration. Overall it was intense. My only hope is that you derived at least 1% of the enjoyment I experienced since that would be significant given the transcendent process I just went through. Thank you for the energy you put into our time together."
"Best three hours of my adult life. Overwhelmed, terrified, exhilarated. Your presence is harrowing yet tantalizing."
"You have grown more beautiful each passing year since meeting You nine years ago. You have put meaning into slave's life. You have tapped a part of slave that otherwise would have been an unfulfilled dream. In slave's seventieth year, slave gets to love, adore, worship, and respect the cherished gift You have turned out to be. Thank You for all the joy You have brought into slave's life. Again, slave needs to express the inner joy You bring to slave while putting him through his training.
slave is thankful, and proud, when told to purchase gifts for Mistress.
slave is thankful, and humble, when allowed to worship Mistress's beautiful body.
slave is thankful, and obedient, when allowed to wait on Mistress at restaurants, serving Her meals, and being allowed to pay the bill.
slave is thankful, and satisfied, knowing that Mistress will be the only one making decisions that control slave and slave will obey each and every command.
slave is thankful for being owned by Mistress and will continue to do everything needed to ensure Mistress is treated right and make happy.
As vulnerable as i was, i felt like i couldn't be more comfortable, as being Her captive slave is the sweetest feeling i could have. i could relax and focus on the pain and on subspace. Each stroke, each clamp, and every time She blocked my breath, i was under her spell, living for the moment, for the next hit, the next breath. Before and after the session, Domina Yuki is friendly, and knows how to make me feel comfortable. When the session starts, She instantly becomes sensual and sadistic, making me desperate for Her. But i'lI always feel safe with Her. As much as she enjoys pushing me to the edge of what i thought i could take, She will always make sure that i'm feeling safe along the way. i am glad that i have the chance to call Her "Mistress," and to be able to serve Her as Her toy.
I recently had the pleasure of a combination bondage/corporal session with Mistress Yuki of San Francisco. I had seen the Mistress once before and was impressed by Her style. In one moment, I would be drawn in by Her sensual teasing, and the next instant I was taken aback by a sharp infliction of pain. The juxtaposition was so consistent that I could not get enough of either, and I knew that I had to see Her again. I should mention that what impressed me during both sessions was Mistress Yuki's penchant for improvisation. It effectively made both sessions unpredictable, and that was amplified this second session especially when I was blindfolded again. Bound, vulnerable and unable to see, it is the sensation of being a prisoner within Her mind. What impressed me the most about Mistress Yuki was how She built on our prior session, and its focus on CBT, nipple play and corporal punishment. But what also impressed me was her authenticity. Each Dominatrix is a different Woman with different proclivities, and what struck me about Mistress Yuki was how comfortable She is in Her own skin. Her propensity to improvise and Her balance of sensuality and cruelty are parts of her signature. After the session, I felt privileged for Mistress Yuki to leave Her mark on me.
"I just wanted to say thank you for our session yesterday, I could not think of a better or more exotic and beautiful ambassador to introduce me into the BDSM world. I thought your rope work was great, when tied up I definitely felt helpless at the hands of a temptress. I very much enjoyed being so close, wanting so badly to touch you only to have you pull away..... until the face sitting, which I absolutely loved."
Snippets from p's blog (more can be found by doing a search for "Yuki"):
"The session featured some heavier bondage and corporal, along with a lot of clips attached to very delicate places.... they were absolute agony when Mistress Yuki sat on my lap and slowly moved them with her body. The combination of the pain of the clips, the closeness of her and the over-the-shoulder glance that she gave me as she pushed downwards will be a memory that stays with me for a long time."
"She managed to create a really interesting set-up. The balls were pulled down and out by clips and twine attached to the chair I was sitting on. Then the nipple clamps were attached to clips on the head of the cock. This put everything into tension and, in a particularly devious touch, that tension changed as my physical arousal changed. The result was a sadistic perpetual motion machine: Softness > pulled nipples > pain > stimulation > erection > less tension > less pain > softness. It's an endless masochistic cycle, with the added factor of a talented lady squeezing, slapping and pinching all manner of sensitive body parts."
"I really enjoyed meeting you, you gave me one excellent ass beating. I can still feel your whip, its a pleasant reminder of you. You are an exceptional play partner. I was amazed by how deep you were able to fly me in and out of sub space. I felt that there was a really nice and unexpected energy exchange that happened, that is so hard to find. You brought me to the edge of an emotional release at least twice, that never happens. You were successful at beating the stress out of me. I am sitting on my couch feeling very centered and at peace. Anxiety free for the first time in a long time. You gave me everything I asked for and needed. You are gifted. Thank you so much!!!"
"Thank you for such an excellent session. I've spent time reflecting on all of your thoughtful details. The layer upon layer of bondage created so many sensations of helplessness, with each layer building on and supporting the others. The ordering and pacing of the session slowly ratcheted up the intensity from start to finish. And throughout it all was your beautiful body, enrapturing me but just beyond my reach. My heart races a bit just thinking about it now. It was the bondage experience I was looking for - actually it was beyond my expectations - thank you so much!"
"I really enjoyed the varieties of bindings you used - the ropes, the wrap, the leather, the chain, the laces - and how you emphasized each step in the process of binding me. Thank for also taking me to the level of sensation play, which added to the bondage even more than I had hoped. Each time we play, my horizons expand, and you make it safe to try new things. There was one particular part of the session I wanted to call out though. It was when you had me completely bound on the hanging bench and I could squirm and feel each tie, from the laces binding my toes and fingers to the straps and ropes fastening down every other part of me. At that point, as you used me as your toy and as your furniture, you seemed to be relishing the satisfaction of an intricate bondage well-done. That positive energy from you raised my experience to the next level. I'm still thinking about it now."
"What a fantastic serious bondage session. With all the layers of bondage, the process of being bound becomes an experience unto itself. Every time I thought you were done, there was another strap, some more wrap, a bit of chain...each restricting my movement even more. With wrap, duct tape, and two layers of thick leather, my hands have never been so useless. As I said then, you are a creative bondage artist, and I can only say that it is a delight to be your canvas. And yes, being in and struggling against that kind of serious bondage is a definite but amazing mind-fuck. Thank you. I realized that in my bondage head-space I forgot to mention this - but I was thinking it the entire time. You looked stunning in your outfit on Saturday - all the more frustrating being totally bound and helpless just inches away."
"I just wanted to send along another thank you and tell you what an honor it was groveling at your magnificent body. I honestly meant to put up a much stronger fight than I did but I couldn't help myself. As soon as you asked me to kiss your ass or open my mouth for your spit I immediately found myself unable to resist. Your whippings and slaps were perfectly tuned in to what I was ready for and was inserted into our activities seamlessly. It was an amazing mood that was set as soon as I walked in and felt as comfortable as if I were walking into a movie theatre. I understand how sketchy it can be to meet with someone new, so I also appreciate you taking a chance on me. And my goal of having a wonderful time was met. Thanks once again."
"So now, more than 24 hours since our unforgettable meeting and still in sweet disbelief that it actually happened, from the deepest shadows of my soul where only me and now you too may roam, I beg for permission to thank you that you so graciously granted me such an unexpected, beautiful experience. I am afraid I will never be able to fully describe the vast variety of feelings and emotions that ran through my body and mind since you first cast your powerful and evaluating, yet tender, look at me. I was absolutely stunned by your divine beauty, overwhelmed by your intoxicating fragrance, and devoted to your dominating as well as playful presence from the very first moment.
Please Dear Mistress allow me to say that it hurts beyond anyone's comprehension - at least anyone's who hasn't been blessed with the opportunity to meet you - to know that I probably will never have such an opportunity again. For even if I get to visit the US in the future, which is unlikely, it probably isn't going to be the West Coast - and that is as painful as I have ever felt. With that being said, I feel like I must let you know that I sincerely regret not having the opportunity, resources and time to get to know you better, not only exploring our darker sides in your studio, but perhaps outside of it as well, since I've come to understand that you have got a wonderful personality that's everyone's dream to stumble upon at least once in a lifetime. And I got lucky, at least for a while. I don't think I can thank you enough for that. Your stunning beauty, your warm smile, your demanding yet uncondemning eyes and thoughtful look will forever be entrenched in my heart."
"The last two years of my life no single day has passed without my mind and soul reaching up to You, thinking about how You were doing, remembering Your oh-so-noble, yet always warm smile, Your piercing, knowing eyes and the transcendent beauty that is as hard to describe as the pain that overwhelms me each time the doors at your dungeon get closed behind my back. And now, on the verge of losing the sight of San Francisco, and You, for what might be forever, I feel nothing but great pride, awe, humbleness and an indescribable amount of gratitude, that You so kindly let me in... again.
For You, Dear Mistress, in my eyes will always be special. The one of a kind. Your poise, Your grace, Your tenderness and Your beauty are unmatched by anyone I have ever seen or met. I felt blessed by our encounter the first time, and I feel even more blessed now, for Your mere presence and genuine power left marks in me that will permeate my life until I am too old to remember even my own name. Thank You for everything, Dear Mistress. Meeting You was one of the most important moments of my life, and the memories that You have planted inside me, I shall cherish forever. I will never forget You."
"I think you are wonderful, in the truest sense of the word. You have taken care of me in ways I could not foresee and I truly appreciate you as a human being and as my dominant. That you find our interactions "quite exciting" is like honey to the bee. Perversely, you provide me with a confidence that all this is as it should and shall be. This is a great agenda I previously only dreamed about. The excitement generated by thoughts of complete powerlessness is overwhelming. I thank you again for your care and understanding. In my life there has been no one like you. You are so important to me. You have given me a freedom that I have yearned for. You bring so much that is good to my life and you help me in so many ways. With all the profundity I can muster... Thank You"